With this transition my path leads away from Dorian's. It has been a bit tearful but very important for both of us. I can't speak for him but for me it equates to an excellent opportunity to practice presence and non attachment. Within relationships I tend to become dependent, which suppresses my intuition. I just end up wanting to please the other person and lose track of my path. With that said I can feel the excitement of opportunity and the thrill of not knowing what the universe holds for me in its hands. Taking each step as it comes. Just like flowers, as one fades another rises and blooms, but not after dropping a few seeds ;)
Shifting gears a little, you haven't seen much of my work lately huh!? Well, my favorite neighborhood family was over working out the other day and we decided to see if 5 year old Gage wanted to do some painting. (Dorian and I ended up taking about a million canvasses from his parents over the holidays, and it was a good time to put them to use...so we didn't have to pack them in our cars!) While Gage was experimenting with color mixing on his canvas (his paintings were awesome by the way...) I was thinking about two furry roommates....one fat and white and the other thin and orange. I entitled this diptych "Fat White and The Orange One" The cats real names are Sugar and Ginger but ever since Dorian and I moved in Sugar has been Fat White Cat. And for a while I couldn't remember Ginger's name so I called her The Orange One, currently she is walking across some bare shelves then onto the bed and crashing her head into my arm, licking and biting me. I'm not sure what it is but cats tend to bite me...usually not in a mean way...except for one.... Though she bites me I can't help but feel very relaxed and calm when she walks past and grazes me with her tail and kneads me with her paws though the drooling and sandpaper tongue is less effective at this....
"The Orange One" |
"Fat White" |
This is a shot of one of my fabric cuffs that has a happy new home with one of my favorite farmer's market friend Katy, she also owns the wonderful bag I made for her which I decided to entitle "The Katy bag"
Be Happy & Much Love :)
xo
Wow Lindsey... now it's all making sense why you were feeling the butterflies and moths, and all the transformative energies- such change! I am so glad you have this awesome opportunity to go work/live/vibe out... heal, do your magic, and make things grow... That makes me feel so happy, to know you have a plan... I hope your heart is strong through this all... I'm holding space for you, and sending you much love!
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ReplyDeleteThat puts you about three hours from me - lets meet up! I'd love to come visit you at the hostel and you should come out and see what Tom's doing with the gardens here at the farmhouse. We'll be hosting regular corn roasting parties starting in August!
Much love,
Paige
Hey Pooper! Well said. Hope the hostel is great. Call me and tell me all about it when you get a chance.
ReplyDeleteLove you TONS!
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